I happened to be drinking coffee

Most weekday mornings, after dropping the boys off at school, I make some coffee and sit with it by the fire.  I take my time, sip it slowly, and endeavor to do only that.  Just drink and breathe.  And look out the window.

Sometimes I let my mind wander.  Sometimes I try to notice what I’m doing: filling my lungs with air – and releasing, tasting my coffee – warm and slightly sweet, hearing the soft exhales of my dog sleeping beside me and the splat patter of the rain falling against the house.

Sometimes I hold a particular person or a thought that worries my heart before a benevolent God.  Sometimes I don’t.  But this morning I wondered about this and wondered about the unintentional delineation I had made.  Isn’t it all a prayer?   Isn’t my sitting and sipping and watching the birds drop and swoop around the winter trees as much a prayer as anything else?

If no space or place is untouched by God’s loving presence and if we don’t find God only in those spaces that we set aside to, say, read the sacred scriptures or prayer in a particular way, then certainly the contentment wrought by a well-pulled espresso shot is a signpost of God’s loving presence in all spaces and places.

Intellectually I assented to this long ago but old habits die hard.  I’m still learning.

This morning when I set down my cup, I picked up a book of poems by Mary Oliver.  I opened it and read this, which I hadn’t seen before.  Maybe you, friends, will enjoy it as I have.

I Happened To Be Standing

I don’t know where prayers go,
     or what they do.
Do cats pray, while they sleep 
     half-asleep in the sun?
Does the opossum pray as it 
     crosses the street?
The sunflowers?  The old black oak
     growing older every year?
I know I can walk through the world,
     along the shore or under the trees,
with my mind filled with things
     of little importance, in full
self-attendance.  A condition I can’t really
     call being alive.
Is a prayer a gift, or a petition, 
     or does it matter?
The sunflowers blaze, maybe that’s their way.
Maybe the cats are sound asleep.  Maybe not.

While I was thinking this I happened to be standing
just outside my door, with my notebook open, 
which is the way I begin every morning.
Then a wren in the privet began to sing.

He was positively drenched in enthusiasm,
I don’t know why.  And yet, why not? 

I wouldn’t persuade you from whatever you believe
or whatever you don’t.  That’s your business. 
But I thought, of the wren’s singing, what could this be
     if it isn’t a prayer?
So I just listened, my pen in the air. 

-Mary Oliver